I have got alot on my mind
You see I was once blind
And now I finally see the light
Things that were seriously wrong are becoming so right
You see friendship is something that should be true
It's something that should be beneficial to you
Should friends cease to be friends because of unnecessary shit?
Shouldnt they work it out and just get over it?
Why should it be that when one friend speaks their mind everything goes wrong
I mean it had to come out, it's been held in for too long
I mean if ya'll are true friends shouldnt things be worked out?
I mean what's so wrong in solving things and moving on
Why do yall have to freak out?
Then at the end ya'll friendship is done
Is this what's friendship all about?
Lies, hurt, shame and so much doubt?
Is that what friends are for?
To be there when things are good and bail out when things go wrong?
Please dont misunderstand me, I love my friends
But why do so many of them end?
Why can't we just face our problems and solve it?
Instead we run away because of the unnecessary shit
If we cant move on from all this problems
This begs the question," Were we truly friends?"
I dont understand all of this, was I wrong
To be believing that we were friends when we werent all along
I'm just saying what's on my mind
Let's just leave the hurt, lies and shame behind
Friends are suppose to forgive and dont bring up the past
Friends, no matter what comes their way should be able to stand and last
So to those who feel that I took our friendship for shit
I'm sorry that happened, Im pretty sure you didnt deserve it
But please don't take my meekness for weakness
Im just moving on, forgetting about all the shit and unnecessary mess
xx Kaylz xx